Malignance

Everyone out there is a connoisseur of vivid colors. You love wearing them,get amazed by colorful world that surrounds you.

 You love the luminous things around you. This is only because you are in high spirits,everything around you is satisfactory.The world is bewitched.

 And one fine day your world is reversed,it can be because of your tough-luck.

 You shun yourself from the outer world and confine yourself to a single place.

 And *bang* all of a sudden you start loving everything which is satanic,edgy,dark etc

 Do you know what does that mean?

 It means you love them only because YOU want to love them.

 once the thing or a person cause weariness to you,you get the feeling of hatred towards it.

 so maybe you should evaluate the things around,try to eradicate the bad causes bothering you

 and avoid the forlornness waiting ahead for you. :)

Worth The Effort

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You strive hard to make yourself flawless,every morning you get up with a new target thinking people will say "ohh look he is prominent!!".
But gradually,your efforts come to naught and you start feeling sunken.
You work even harder the next day,but this callous world rejects you once again!
You don't abdicate and you accede with yourself that what you have done is worth the effort no matter how many eliminations you face.
He comes to you and gives the ardor you were waiting for,he is an altruist and loves you.
He is the only who acknowledges you work truly and will advocate no matter what.
You be yourself and continue your effort to the so called "me-flawless" mission.

Sometimes you even become a poseur,perplexed by various things around you.

But all i can say is whatever you do is "always worth the effort"

You think its fictional,but its not.

There is something which still holds you back. you know you are wrong or maybe this is a gamble but this impregnable feeling never came before.

 You should learn to accept to your mistakes no matter how hard it is. Life is never glib, we strive to make it glib.

The feeling when you feel everything is pulling you back and the shadow fears you of forlornness,You wait for that gleam of light which will take you away from the can of worms and agony.

Eventually you realize you are basket-cased, this life is a  mind blogger and no one cares where you can just stand and stare.